Tuesday, August 16, 2005

I DON"T WANT TOO

I DO NOT WANT TO GO CAMPING!!!! I hate camping with my dad. They are so obsessive compulsive about everything. When we set up camp everything has to be perfect or the whole vacation will be ruined. It sucks. We leave Thursday and get back next Thursday because I have to register for school. Which I have to say is coming around to fast. And then that Friday I head to Portland for the weekend because I am in my cousins wedding. Which should be fun.

Brad is all excited about moving. He is ready to be out of here. Which I am not surprised. So would I if I had lived at my dad's for more then a year. My dad and step mom are insane and annoying. Atleast he promised to come back and visit and he wants me to come up there one weekend, which is awesome because that means I might be able to see my step-brother too.

September 3rd will be interesting. Terrell and Cameron are coming down from Salem and Tyler is having us all over. It will be fun, but I have to say I am not exactly looking forward to seeing Terrell. I mean we didn't exactly have a good relationship and are break up wasn't the best. So we will see. I haven't seen him since early April. Maybe things won't be wired. RIGHT!!!! LoL.

Well I am going to go. And Brianna I didn't think you were going to read my blog. Jeez. LoL. You are not no one. You are to hard to forget. LoL!! You know I love you. LoL!! That was a scary convo last night. Talk to you later. Bye.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Today!!!

I went and saw Dukes of Hazard with my brother Saturday night. That was not a good movie. One of the only parts I liked was the end because they shoed the outtakes. Not that was hysterical. I was laughing so hard through that. I think I am going to go see stealth tomorrow night. So that should be fun.
I did nothing today, which was really nice. I think I might have some friends over on Wednesday and then I have to work on Thursday. I am so tired. I could not get to sleep last night and then when I finally did I kept waking up from really weird and creepy dreams. I was dragging today.
I found out my brother could be gone as soon as Monday. That is really fast. I'm not quite sure what to think. I mean yes I am happy that he is finally going to be working where he wants to be and nt having to wait and see if he will officially have a job or not. He has helped me through so much because he understands what it is like to have divorced paretns. All of my friends parents are together so when you say anything to them, they just don't understand. When my parents get mad at each othe, I am the one that they take it out on because they can't exactly yell at the other one. So it is hard to try and find the happy medium. My brother has been through it all and we talk about a lot, school, friends, family, and other random things. We have dome some of the stupidest things together. I'll get used to it though. I always do.
Enough of the pity party. I had so much fun last night when we went swimming. Tyler's cousin are hysterical. We were all laughing and joking around, it was so much fun. I love my friends because htey can always make me laugh and be stupid and just not care about anything. Got to love them. Well I am going to go. Write more later.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Um

A whole lot has happened since I last updated. My bother is probably moving to Portland. It is really weird because ever since I could remember he has been here when I needed him. It will be so odd to not have him here around anymore. We talk about almost anything. Which I guess is odd since most siblings fight but since there is a nine year age difference and he is only my half brother we get along really well. It hasn't quite sunk in yet because he is still here for a couple more weeks. I'm not quite sure what I am going to do when he leaves because I feel like I am losing my closest friend.
But on he positive side I am going out with a great guy. He has been my close friend for a long time and has helped me through a lot. I spent all of last week working at VBS. It was so much fun. Evan (my bf), Tyler, Brianna, and I were in charge of taking pictures. We had such a good time. Brianna though kept changing the meaning of everything, and not in good way. LoL. But she is so funny sometimes. On the last day Tyler wasn't there, but the rest of us went out to our modular to help with the bible story. Bri, Evan, Lara, and I sat behind tarps and worked everything so it seemed like there was an earthquake in the room. It was so much fun we scared a bunch of kids. They weren't expecting it and then all of a sudden we would turn the volume up on the speakers and shake a bunch a tarps, it was so much fun because we were all laughing so hard. I have such amusing friends. Evan, Brianna, and Tyler all came over on Monday and Wednesday, but Kevin came on Wednesday too. We watched movies and went back to the river to swim. It was a lot of fun. I am so tired though.
I have written a ton so I think I am going to go since no one reads this anyways. Can't wait to see what next week brings.