things can be rough

i still don't think it has really hit yet. i mean i haven't really thrown a fit, or cried, or anything but tell some people that i was leaving. wow this has been a long week. i am typing though because it did hit me tonight. i don't think i will ever really fit in again down here. some of my friends i told them i was moving and they just completely stopped talking to me. it hurts, but i know that i will never be part of the group with my youth group friends once i leave. i won't be here for all the small things that happen and the only way i really can stay connected with them is messenger. and that doesn't mean a lot since some of them barely say anything on messenger anyways. it hasn't really set in that it is moving...or maybe it has and i am just choosing to ignore it and let it all build up. i am good at that. i think it will be bad when i see tyler. he was the only one who saw any real emotion from me and i feel bad for him if he is the one there when it does. bu i like to keep my emotions somewhat hidden. saddness is a big one. so i will probably hold it in and wait till i am alone. and i will pull myself back together like always.

but for now im just going to make the best out of this week, tomorrow david, ashley?, jake, and brianna are coming over. it should be interesting for bri. since she doesn't really know any of them. so we will see. well i am going to go. briann is here to stay the night. bye all!!

my life....

A pre-warning this is really long so be prepared.....

Well this has been an interesting week. Sunday night I found out my mom got a job in Portland. The one thing she really wanted and the one thing I had been dreading. A lot of things changed when I found that out. Things that didn't make sense now do and I never knew I could feel so many emotions at once. I told evan that night because he was online...I am not real sure what his reaction was other then I know he doesn't want me to move. Well none of my real close friends want me too. I would have to say that Tyler, David, Brianna, and Evan were the hardest people to tell. Tyler heard me cry and Evan got the first reaction to it. David was the first person that I told in person. His face...man that was hard. And Brianna, jeez that is just hard in general. I mean I know that I will be back atleast every other weekend and stuff, but still. It is hard. But those four just got to know that 70 miles doesn't mean anything. I will still harass them all to no end.

I learned a lot this week. I told myself I liked this one guy because...I don't really know. because I was confused I didn't want to have to deal with the guy I really like because it was too hard. I am really close friends with him and I don't want to lose him as a friend. But when I found out I was moving to Portland I realized that no matter what...if we were good friends he wouldn't care one way or the other. Whether he returned the feeling or not. I mean I really care about him, and I have for a couple of months. I have just always been one of those people who doesn't like to let others in, but I think I want him in. I don't know I guess I need advice on what to do. i don't know if I should take the leep or not. Even though I can say stuff I am still scared of what might happen. He is one of my really close friends. But we will see.

A lot of emotions have hit lately. Way more then I thought I could feel at one time. I have only cried once. Which I am quiet proud of myself for. I am worried that if I start I won't be able to stop. Tyler was the only person to hear me cry. I just can't let myself go. And if I do I need someone there to help me pull myself back together. I know I will be back, and I am so glad that I know that. And i know that I will be back regulalrly. I just hope that my friends will be able to remember me and I will be able to spend time with them when I am back. I need to work some things out. I hope I will still be here fpr Valentines because I know who I wanted to ask since it is Sadie Hawkins. I just hope he says yes. And that I will be here or get a visitors pass. LoL. Well we will see. I will keep you up to date as I know things. If you are reading this then I thought you were special enough to read it. I don't tell many my url....so keep it safe. lol. Well I will leave more later. Bye!!!

why me?

great..i am pretty sure i just lost one of my friends. i seem so be pretty good at that. i feel like crap and i am going to bed. i really need help now.

alone

you never know what alone feels like until your mom leaves you home by yourself all the time and pretty much forgets you except to leave food. like tonight she called me back after i left a message on her phone saying i was home. she said that she was sorry it took her so long to get back because she was doing something with ed. and that if i call tomorrow when i get home from church dont worry if she doesn't answer the phone. she is going to a movie with ed. she is going and seeing Jarhead. which i told her i really wanted to see and she said she would try and take me. yeah right, she goes with ed. she always goes with ed. she always knows how to ruin my day. makes me love my family even more.

this is a bit random

Well the last couple of days have been odd. Chelsea and Evan have been dating for awhile, but anyways Tyler, Chelsea, Evan, and Brianna all came over to my house on Friday since we had no school. Tyler and I were bored out of our minds. But Brianna, Evan, and Chelsea looked liked they had a good time. Then yesterday Bri, Chelsea, Evan, and I all went and saw Harry Potter. I had already seen it because I went at midnight to it. It was a good movie, definately my favorite of the four, but not my favorite movie in general. I just want the 7th book to come out, but that will be awhile. Then last night I was online and talking to some of my friends. I have some really strange friends. David thinks he could be a gangsta....but I don't know if he could pull it off. I was laughing with him. LoL. It was interesting. Then Brianna and I were watching trailers for POTC 2. I can't wait to see that. It looks really funny. We were really random.
But wednesday night pretty much sucked. I found out one of my "friends" invite some of my other friends to go see the Chronicles of Narnia but didn't invite me. Which is hard, especially since when I told my mom she said that it was probably my fault. She is probably right though. I don't know if I would invite myself either. But it still hurt. But when my brother in law found out about it he convinced my dad to buy tickets to the midnight show. So now I am going to that. And hopefully I will be able to go up to Portland and spend the weekend with my brother instead. Since I can't go see Chronicles with them and I am no longer going to formal. But that is life. You can't be involved in everything and you can't expect life to be easy, Even though I wish for once that things in my life would be easy. It always seem to be complicated. But I have some really great friends who have helped. And they are there for me even when I am being a pain. So hopefully it will work out. With friends like those you can't go wrong. So we will see. Well I am going to go. Hope you read through all this randomness okay.

This has been an interesting couple of weeks. I don't really know what to do anymore. I started making new friends at school from Young Life and now all my friends from church thing I don't like them and I feel like I don't fit in anymore. One of my "bestfriends" won't even talk to me anymore, I hear everything from other people. And I seem to be constantly getting into fights with different people. Some of the people I used to hang out with at school have been calling me stuff I am not even going to type and mom and I got in a big fight. So lets just say this hasn't been the best of weeks. I feel really bad now, I don't want to lose the friends I had but so many things are happening and I just can't seem to keep a hold on all of them. What do I do? I can't lose my friends....not now.....I need them........

stressed

I am so tired, but this weekend was so much fun. I went to camp with Young Life and I am so glad that I did. I was planning on going because nobody I knew was. But I signed up and decided to try it anyways, and I am SO GLAD that I did. After the West/South game...that West won...I headed over to the parking lot to get on the bus. We were supposed to leave right after the game, but we stopped at McDonalds to wait for Shannon to catch up with the extra girls she got to come. So we left Albany a little after 11 instead of 10. We headed off for Twin Rocks. (Tilamook Area)
I knew nobody and that can be kind of intimidating. We didn't get there until around 1:30. We were so tired. They ebded up canceling club that night because everybody was coming in at such random times. All the girls headed up to the room we had and rolled out there sleeping bags and went to sleep. I was just getting to sleep and then Shannon, one of our leaders, cam in with cookies and of course everyone wanted one and so we all got up to get them and then when we were done we headed back to bed except for the fact that two of the girls got the giggles and would not be quiet. It was so annoying because I was tired and couldn't go to sleep because they were laughing so hard, but they were finally quiet.
We got up way to early the next morning in my opinion. Got dressed and we all headed down to breakfast. After breakfast I started to get to know people. I met Liz, even though I already knew who she was because she went to my middle and elemntary school, but I got to actually know her. She is really nice. After breakfast we had a quick lesson, the one we were supposed to have the night before, and then when back to are rooms to talk about it. I had so much fun this weekend. We had lessons and sang songs, both christian and some other random rock/pop stuff. Are lessons were good and made me really think about my relationship with God. And the speaker was awesome.
During the day Saturday we were playing these games outside after lunch in the rain and 35-40 mile an hour wind. It was so cold because we were playing games with water balloons and running in the mudd, it was bad. Then they brought out this slush stuff....which I am still not exactly sure what it was made out of, but we were throwing it at each other anyways. Then we had a free time and Sue, Liz, and I went down to the beach. It was so much fun, but so cold. The wind was holding me upright and I was standing at an angle just so it wouldn't blow me over. Liz and I were laughing so hard, but I was talking to Sue and wasn't paying attention and the ocean came and soaked my only pair of shoes, I know stupid on my part, but that would be me. So the rest of the weekend I had no shoes. After we got back up to the camp I took a shower and then Liz and I went down to the gym and played basketball with the guys and then we fell asleep on the couch later in the day. Tim and Elliot played for almost five hours, which I think is psycotic especially since all the guys that came with us were up the night before until three playing soccer in the gym. But it was so much fun.
Saturday night a little after 11 we played this "game". It was so much fun, we formed groups and had to come up with skits with the item and celebrities we were given. We had to sell whatever product we had in a covercial type set-up. Liz, Tim, Cody, Steve, Kristy, Sarah, Shannon, Nicole, Natasha, and I were all in a group. We got Gas Relief for our product and are celebrities were Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey. It was so much fun because we decided to set it up kind of like a Newlyweds show and have it be that Jessica had really bud gas problems and then after some technical difficulties Nick tells her she has a problem and tells her about Gas Relief. I was Jessica Simpson and Tim was Nick. It was hysterical because we had Natasha be the door and Sarah was the toilet. Then Shannon introduced the comercial then I said that I was Jessica Simpson and that I was here today to tell people about Gas relief and how it had changed Nick and my life. And then we showed Shannon introducing some friends and they talked about how I always had had horrid gas and then we cut back to me. I was sitting on the toilet, and by Steve's reguest i threw out my arms, scrunched up my face and yelled "RELEASE THE DEMON" in a really deep voice. It was so funny I almost died. And then Steve and Cody, who were supposed to be guests at our house, were walking to the bathroom and Cody opened the door and did this fake faint and steve picked him up and carried him away crying. Then Steve cam running back on and whispered, loudly, in "Nick's" ears that he needed to talk to "Jessica" about her problem. So Tim sat me down and told me that I had a problem and that I needed to get it fixed and then he showed me Gas relief and told me I probably need to take SIX a day to cure my problem. It was pretty funny, and we had everyone laughing so hard. This weekend was awesome.
On the way back Cody, Tim, Liz, Steve, Scott, Elliot, Nate, Nick, Sue, Jeremy, and I were on the bus for the ride home. Jeremy was driving and Sue was sitting in the front. Scott destroyed the floor in the bus. First he was throwing water bottles around, mainly at Nate because he was being rude. And then we opened the small windows along the top and we were trying to get either the waterbottles or the cups out the window. It was funny because Scott discovered that if you opened two right next to each other and pour water out the front one it will blow back in throught the other one and hit everyone behind it. It was funny. And then Scott and Steve were trying to "surf" by staying standing when we tool the corners. But when they got bored they started throwing stuff again. And they got bored throwing them at Nate so they redirected there aim. I was sitting in the back on one side by Tim and they decided to hit him, but he didn't want too so he picked me up and put me in the line of fire. It was fun. We hit Elliot and Steve and lots of other people. But when we got bored with that Scott was drying to pick up a bag of chips and flund all of them all over the bus. Tons of mashed up chips, an entire bag, and then it was candy wrappers, and then popcorn. By the time we got back into town we had to go to Sue's house first to Sweep out the bus. Nate got sick but atleast we stopped before he did so it wasn't on the bus. We made a video which is going to be shone in a couple weeks at Young Life.
Overall it was a fun weekend. But I have homework so I will be on later. Hope you can read all this. I know it is long.

Breath In...Breathe Out

WoW!! This has been a really odd week. One of my best friends started dating another one of my friends and then they broke up less then a day later. And this was a really stressful weekend. A lot happened that I shouldn't have let happen, but I guess what is done is done. I am cold and I have to go to bed so I will right more later, but I went to the JV football game tonight against South. It was so cold. At one point the wind was blowing sideways and it was raining and I got wet and cold. Then I got attacked after the game by Ashley who had gotten back from her choir concert just in time to see David play his only game this year. The doctors finally said he could play cause his arm had healed enough. He was so excited, he had major helmet head though. It made me laugh, Ashley and I made it into a mohawk. It was funny. Anyways we won and I am cold and not I am going to bed. Write more later. Night!!

WE LOST *TEAR*

WE LOST!!! I can't belive WE LOST!! Well actually I can, but it is still very very sad. Oh yeah!! Incase you don't know what I am talking about tonight West ALbany played Sprague's Varsity team. We were both tied for first except for the fact that we lost to them. So now we are alone at second and Sprage and McNary are tied for first. It is very sad. Anyways what is even more sad I got home more then an hour ago and I am still frozen like a popcicle. And I was in jeans with sweatpants on underneath 2 pairs of sock a lond sleeve t-shirt, my band t-shirt (I play in pep band) and a big sweatshirt. Oh and I also had on a beenie type cap and gloves. I still froze. But it was fun. Can't wait to see what happens next week at the West/South game. *Cough*will win*cough*. LoL!! Sorry anywone who goes to South. I couldn't resist. Well I' am going to go. Talk to you all later. Leave a comment.

ORLANDO BLOOM IS SO HOT!!! LOL

Which Pirates of the Caribbean character are you?

What I Have Been Up Too

I am so sorry it has taken me so long to update. I have been really busy. High school is so much better then middle school. I have made some awesome friends. David is hysterical, he makes me laugh so hard and then there is Ashley. How do you explain Ashley? INSANE, CRAZY, VERY VERY EXCENTRIC!! She is awesome.
Anyways from the beginning. For leadership this year at school I was put in charge of homecoming for freshman. Whish means I had to plan everything for the float and made sure it was finished. And thankgoodness we finished, after many stressful moments. WE GOT FIRST, but the varsity team lost ARE HOMECOMING GAME!!! The only game we have lost this year. But back to the story, it was fun. I have been playing pep band this year, which is surprisingly fun. But I don't like band in general, it is boring. But homecoming week we had are bonfire and that was so much fun. We had the powdertuff game (junior guys play senior guys in volleyball) and the powderpuff game (senior girls play junior girls in tag football). It was so funn because the senior guys dressed up in cheerleading uniforms and were the cheerleaders for the game. It was so funny. I was cracking up. They were so funny because they actually borrowed the cheerleaders uniforms. And then at halftime a binch of guys dressed up in dresses and wore wigs and would go running aroung the track, one guy in a grocery cart and the other puching it. It was so funny. Each class had a group of guys who did that, but the seniors instead of using grocery carts had 4-wheelers. It was so funn to see them in lond gorgeous dresses with wigs on the back of 4-wheelers.
The homecoming dance was fun. The advanced leadership team spent 6 hours decorating. Are theme was pirates...really stupid....but was funny to see peoples costumes. Anyways the danve was okay. It was really boring at first because my friends were broken into three groups because they were all mad at each other about different things. And then I got frustrated with them and went and hung out with David for awhile. And we danced..which was odd since he had a cast on because he had broken his arm earlier in the year. But it was fun. We were laughing at people. Which is always amusing.
Then last Firday I went to the West-South Salem game. It was so cool. I went up with Ashley Avery and Alex Crow. That was so much fun. Ashley's mom took us. Her mom doesn't care what she talks about, I was so shocked. My mom would freak if she heard me say some of that stuff. We beat them bad. I kind of ffelt bad for them thought because it was there homecoming game and they only got one touch down and missed the kick. The half time show was...interesting. But other then that it was fun. We were making fun of the cheerleaders because they were funny and they were like right in front of us. I felt bad thought because I wasn't planning on going so I canceled on Cameron and then Ashley called me a couple minutes before she showed up at my house and so I didn't get to tell him. And then I found out on Sunday he was there. So I feel bad. But South Salem is a total ghetto school. We were laughing so hard.
Other then that not a whole lot has happened. Last Saturday we had a movie night in youth group. Which David was going to come too but he ended up going on some crazy road trip..anyways...We watched The Pacifier whish insn't my favorite movie, but brianna's comments made it funny. It was awesome though because Brianna and Evan shared the love seat..which I find highly amusing, and Evan sat down and Brianna used him as a foot rest. Then Tyler and I were using the big couch and he sat down on one end and when I layed down he was in my way so I just decided he would make a good foot rest.
Then last night we had are anual bonfire.It was so fun. I rode next to Tyler there..which was interesting. Lara brought her boyfriend Jake and they sat behind us. Lets just say it was interesting. Anywats when we got there I walked to the back where the fire was with Ty because Evan and Brianna and Brenna were talking about stuff and I was confused so I just kept talking to Tyler. It was fun, once we got down to the fire we all started hanging out. It was so stinging hot. I couldn't believe it. We were standing a ways away from it to and i was only wearing jeans and a light sweatchirt and it was like 40 degrees away from the fire. And I was burning like 25-30ft awat from the fire. It was crazy I tell you. Anyways it was sun, but when we were coming back some people changed there shoes and Tyler told me to wait because Brianna and Evan had already gone on the bus and he didn't want to sit on the gravel to change his shoes. So i did to help him stay balanced...not that he nedded....stupid little gymnastic child....anyways he got his shoes on. But when he was finished he thought it would be funny to pick me up. He grabbed below my knees and did lift me off the ground, but instead of me falling forwards like he attended so he could just scare me, he pulled my feet forward a little and since we were standing on a slope I fell backwards instead and hit my butt and head really hard on the gravel. It was so funny but i was laying thre on the ground laughing and trying to say ow at the same time. Pretty amusing.
Anyways this is getting way way too long. Sorry if you have to read this. Freshman one against Sprague tonight. 37-20. Awesome game. Going to go. I promise I will write soon. And I congradulate you if you finish this.

I'M FIFTEEN

I am so excited. I am finally fifteen. This has been an interesting couple of weeks. School s okay. I am one of the people on charge of homecoming. Are theme this year is Pirates. Isn't it thrilling. I don't have a date, but oh well. I will just go and hang out with my friends. I like most of my clasees. I got some really good teachers.
On Saturday I had my birthday party. It was so much fun. Tyler, Nolan, Cameron, Chelsea, Erin, Carly, Sarah, Evan, and Jenna all came. It was interesting. We just talked and had dinner. Then when it got dark we played spoons except we were on one end of my lawn and the spoons were on the other side in the dark. You couln't really see them as it got darker and darker, which made it complicated and hard to find the spoons. Then when we went inside to do cake and presents everyone was laughing at me when I would hug the gifts. It wasn't nice, but I guess it was sort of amusing. Then we played hide and go seek tag in the dark, which sounds really childish, but was extremely fun.
Well I hope I get my permit this week. Wish me luck on the test. I'll write more later. TTYL. Bye!!

blah

My week has been okay. I am getting a cold. Just my luck to get sick right before school starts. LoL. But thats okay.

I finished Eldest a couple days ago. That is an awesome book. I won't say what happens because that would just be stupid. I guess if you read this then you have to read the book. But make sure you read Eragon first.

Tomorrow is the Labor Day party at Charlie's. It should be interesting. I hope it goes okay. And then Sunday I have church and on Monday I am getting together with some friends. That should be fun, since Terrell and Cameron are coming down. LoL. Then school starts Tuesday and I go to my dad's the next weekend. Then the next weekend I think I am going to Portland and the weekend after that I am planning on having a b-day party. Which should be very interesting. LoL. I might have my permit in 3-4 weeks. Which will be nice. LoL.

Can't wait to see what happens this weekend. I'll write more later. Bye bye!!

LIFE!!!

It is insane. We came home early from camping because my grandpa fell and fractured his hip. he is doing okay, but I don't know if he will ever be able to leave assisted living. Which is hard because he always used to be the strong one in the family.

I got all registered for school and have all of my supplies. I am happy with what I got for classes and teachers. This year should be interesting. I wish I had more calsses with my friends, but I guess that is life. Will see what happpens as school starts.

Last weekend was so much fun. I was a bridesmaid in my cousins wedding on Sunday. She looked so pretty and her husband was so happy. The wedding was beautiful and went great. I got to know one of the bridesmaids really well. her name is Tracy. She is so funny. She has two boys. Zach will be 14 on the 27th and Chase is 15 months. Chase is so cute and really sweet. But since all the adults were going out after the reception, I went and helped Zach babysit Chase. It was interesting. LoL!! But it was really fun and I am glad I went. I now atleast know someone in Portland incase we ever move up there.

I don't no what is going on. I seem to keep making my friends mad. I don't mean too. I just say something and it offends them in some way. I feel really bad and I don't know what to do. I guess we will see what happens. Hope this weekend will be fun. I'll write more later. Bye bye!!

I DON"T WANT TOO

I DO NOT WANT TO GO CAMPING!!!! I hate camping with my dad. They are so obsessive compulsive about everything. When we set up camp everything has to be perfect or the whole vacation will be ruined. It sucks. We leave Thursday and get back next Thursday because I have to register for school. Which I have to say is coming around to fast. And then that Friday I head to Portland for the weekend because I am in my cousins wedding. Which should be fun.

Brad is all excited about moving. He is ready to be out of here. Which I am not surprised. So would I if I had lived at my dad's for more then a year. My dad and step mom are insane and annoying. Atleast he promised to come back and visit and he wants me to come up there one weekend, which is awesome because that means I might be able to see my step-brother too.

September 3rd will be interesting. Terrell and Cameron are coming down from Salem and Tyler is having us all over. It will be fun, but I have to say I am not exactly looking forward to seeing Terrell. I mean we didn't exactly have a good relationship and are break up wasn't the best. So we will see. I haven't seen him since early April. Maybe things won't be wired. RIGHT!!!! LoL.

Well I am going to go. And Brianna I didn't think you were going to read my blog. Jeez. LoL. You are not no one. You are to hard to forget. LoL!! You know I love you. LoL!! That was a scary convo last night. Talk to you later. Bye.

Today!!!

I went and saw Dukes of Hazard with my brother Saturday night. That was not a good movie. One of the only parts I liked was the end because they shoed the outtakes. Not that was hysterical. I was laughing so hard through that. I think I am going to go see stealth tomorrow night. So that should be fun.
I did nothing today, which was really nice. I think I might have some friends over on Wednesday and then I have to work on Thursday. I am so tired. I could not get to sleep last night and then when I finally did I kept waking up from really weird and creepy dreams. I was dragging today.
I found out my brother could be gone as soon as Monday. That is really fast. I'm not quite sure what to think. I mean yes I am happy that he is finally going to be working where he wants to be and nt having to wait and see if he will officially have a job or not. He has helped me through so much because he understands what it is like to have divorced paretns. All of my friends parents are together so when you say anything to them, they just don't understand. When my parents get mad at each othe, I am the one that they take it out on because they can't exactly yell at the other one. So it is hard to try and find the happy medium. My brother has been through it all and we talk about a lot, school, friends, family, and other random things. We have dome some of the stupidest things together. I'll get used to it though. I always do.
Enough of the pity party. I had so much fun last night when we went swimming. Tyler's cousin are hysterical. We were all laughing and joking around, it was so much fun. I love my friends because htey can always make me laugh and be stupid and just not care about anything. Got to love them. Well I am going to go. Write more later.

Um

A whole lot has happened since I last updated. My bother is probably moving to Portland. It is really weird because ever since I could remember he has been here when I needed him. It will be so odd to not have him here around anymore. We talk about almost anything. Which I guess is odd since most siblings fight but since there is a nine year age difference and he is only my half brother we get along really well. It hasn't quite sunk in yet because he is still here for a couple more weeks. I'm not quite sure what I am going to do when he leaves because I feel like I am losing my closest friend.
But on he positive side I am going out with a great guy. He has been my close friend for a long time and has helped me through a lot. I spent all of last week working at VBS. It was so much fun. Evan (my bf), Tyler, Brianna, and I were in charge of taking pictures. We had such a good time. Brianna though kept changing the meaning of everything, and not in good way. LoL. But she is so funny sometimes. On the last day Tyler wasn't there, but the rest of us went out to our modular to help with the bible story. Bri, Evan, Lara, and I sat behind tarps and worked everything so it seemed like there was an earthquake in the room. It was so much fun we scared a bunch of kids. They weren't expecting it and then all of a sudden we would turn the volume up on the speakers and shake a bunch a tarps, it was so much fun because we were all laughing so hard. I have such amusing friends. Evan, Brianna, and Tyler all came over on Monday and Wednesday, but Kevin came on Wednesday too. We watched movies and went back to the river to swim. It was a lot of fun. I am so tired though.
I have written a ton so I think I am going to go since no one reads this anyways. Can't wait to see what next week brings.

I AM REALLY SCARED

Okay. I seriously think Megan likes Tyler. Brianna can you see them together. I do have to say though that it would be one of the scariest couples ever. Tyler would murder Megan. I am probably the only one that finds this amusing, but oh well. I can't wait for Friday, well only if I can go waterskiing. Otherwise I can't wait for August 2nd. HEHE!!!! VBS will be interesting this year. Well I am going to go read. I still have the Harry Potter Books to finish. Friday will be so much fun. Go waterskiing then go and pick up the Harry Potter book at midnight. YIPEE!!!!!!! Bye bye!!!

READING!!!!!!!!!!

I am trying to finish the Harry Potter Series before the next book comes out. I left the last 2 books in the series to read until this weekend. Which just happen to be the two biggest books.
I can't believe I haven't talked to Brianna in a week. I feel like I am going insane. Brianna you really need to call me. And I don't know what to tell you about the whole raccon whisperer thing. I guess Chelsea's house is attracted to raccoons, you have to ask her for the story. It is funny. Call me. We really need to hang out.

Tired

I am so tired. I didn't get much sleep last night. But today was fun. I spent mmost of the day online talking to one of my closest friends. It was so much fun. I got to mow the lawn. Always a high point. NOT!!! I am so glad tomorrow is saturday. Some of my friends are coming over. It should be fun.
Evan is leaving for a month. It is depressing. At least Bri and Tyler will be here. I really hope something exciting happens tomorrow. Nothing ever exciting happens to me anymore. Chelsea on the other hand can't seem to get away from the raccons. LoL!!! Can't wait for tomorrow. YIPEE!!!