alone

you never know what alone feels like until your mom leaves you home by yourself all the time and pretty much forgets you except to leave food. like tonight she called me back after i left a message on her phone saying i was home. she said that she was sorry it took her so long to get back because she was doing something with ed. and that if i call tomorrow when i get home from church dont worry if she doesn't answer the phone. she is going to a movie with ed. she is going and seeing Jarhead. which i told her i really wanted to see and she said she would try and take me. yeah right, she goes with ed. she always goes with ed. she always knows how to ruin my day. makes me love my family even more.