Buy A Dog They Will Always Like You

Why do guys have to be so stupid? But yet they can be so sweet. I don't get it anymore. I am tired of this, of letting guys in and then being hurt. I just do not know how much more of it I can take. But then today I was watching last week's Grey's Anatomy episode that I had recorded and the ending really hit home for me. I know that Andrew can hurt me again. I know that he might do it. But i like him. For once I feel special and cared about. I always struggled with Tyler. My other relationships...I was young....I still am but I have lost a lot of that imaturity. Tyler ripped my heart to shreds and I thought I would never get over that, but I was starting too. Someone cared. Someone I didn't know. Our relationship was fun and laid back. For the first time I wasn't trying to figure out how everything would work. I was just living in the moment and enjoying my life. Enjoying being with someone and having a good time. The only problem was that it seemed like no one wanted us together. People were telling us from both sides to break up. Do you know how hard that is? How it is almost impossible to not listen to it a little, especially when more then one person is telling you that?

I cannot make him like me and I am not going to try to. But I cannot give up on him yet either because for some reason I believe in him. I believe he still cares and because of that it is enough for me to hold on. I know in the end I will learn something from this. I will be stronger and hopefully more sure of myself. Right now all I can say is that I am very confused. I want to be with him and get to know him. Then again I can't stop thinking that he is just a player and is just doing this because that is what guys like him do. So you can kind of see my dilemma. Do I trust him....do I take a chace and give him a second chace? Or do I leave him in the dust....and hurt like hell?