so today i was coming back from a band field trip and i was thinking. i just need to relax and live life. things are not going to go perfectly and i cannot change other people. but i can work at changing myself. i can try to be the better person and i can try to be a happier person. i mean look at all i have going for me. i have a family and good friends, an education, a roof over my head, i live in a free country, i have an amazing boyfriend, and i have cloths on my back.
i am who i want to be and i just need to decide who i want that to be. i can't make someone else change. if they don't like me for what i am why should i change for them? i am who i am. and i have good days and bad days just like anybody else. and yes i know i need to try and be more positive and i need to be better about change but i am going to work on that. i just hope that all the stupid rumors and everything else will stop. i especially hope that things will just get better in general. i am ready for things to go smooth for once.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Thursday, November 02, 2006
the human race
why are we such selfish beings. all we do is sit and complain about everything that is wrong with us. but a lot of us have roofs over our heads, food on the table, cloths on our backs, and other little things. things we take for granted everyday. there are people out there who cannot eat by themsleves. there are people out there that cannot talk, or see, or hear. there are babies born everyday who didn't choose to have a drug addict for a mother or to be mentally retarded. but for some reason we cannot find the time to help other less fortunate then us.
why is that? we have so much yet we can not give up a little of our time. we can't give up some of our money, we cannot do anything at all. people will say that those who can't take care of themselves got what they deserved but no one desrves that. if they made stupid decisions that led to them having nothing then it does become their fault. they had the choice. but those born to abusives families, those born in poor countries, those who lose everything because of war or dictators do deserve love. they deserve someone to care about them. they need someone to care about them and realize they exist. we are a race built on feeling. none of us like to be lonely. we want someone to take the time to notice us. we want someone to ask us how we are doing. so thik about that next time you make fun of someone or the next time you want someone to care for you. because you have to care for someone else for them to care about you.
why is that? we have so much yet we can not give up a little of our time. we can't give up some of our money, we cannot do anything at all. people will say that those who can't take care of themselves got what they deserved but no one desrves that. if they made stupid decisions that led to them having nothing then it does become their fault. they had the choice. but those born to abusives families, those born in poor countries, those who lose everything because of war or dictators do deserve love. they deserve someone to care about them. they need someone to care about them and realize they exist. we are a race built on feeling. none of us like to be lonely. we want someone to take the time to notice us. we want someone to ask us how we are doing. so thik about that next time you make fun of someone or the next time you want someone to care for you. because you have to care for someone else for them to care about you.
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