Thursday, November 30, 2006

live laugh love

so today i was coming back from a band field trip and i was thinking. i just need to relax and live life. things are not going to go perfectly and i cannot change other people. but i can work at changing myself. i can try to be the better person and i can try to be a happier person. i mean look at all i have going for me. i have a family and good friends, an education, a roof over my head, i live in a free country, i have an amazing boyfriend, and i have cloths on my back.

i am who i want to be and i just need to decide who i want that to be. i can't make someone else change. if they don't like me for what i am why should i change for them? i am who i am. and i have good days and bad days just like anybody else. and yes i know i need to try and be more positive and i need to be better about change but i am going to work on that. i just hope that all the stupid rumors and everything else will stop. i especially hope that things will just get better in general. i am ready for things to go smooth for once.

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