adam and eve

So this is what i want to know, if the world was once perfect does that mean we didn't feel pain? Does that mean that love didn't have to hurt? If so then man do i want to have a word with Adam and Eve when i get to heaven.

My heart is still in pieces because of love leaving me with pand and hurt. I am afraid to let go because there is a chance he might still care and if I move on I could be losing something great. But moving on means that i can trust someone else not to hurt me, only problem is that my trust issues were pretty much shot last time. So I don't know if i can stand that either.

I said I wouldn't cry over him anymore but I miss him but I don't like him anymore....if that makes any sense. But somedays there is no ache over everything that has happened while other days, like today, I cannot get him out of my head and I miss what was, when things were simple.

So why did Adam and Eve have to eat from the tree. I mean my live would be so much easier. Because now all i feal is an ache inside of me.

mo