tonight

well i had a blast tonight. aaron, matt, and bob came over. we went to dinner at the tangent harvest festival, which is an adventure all on its own, and then we went four wheeling and watched she's the man.
i had a great time with them. it is so relaxing and laid back and i love that. i don't have to worry about anything because they love me for me and except me for what i am. it is hard though because i am the only girl when i hang out with them so going out on the four wheelers and stuff i probably play a little harder then i should. as of right now the whole right side of my arm is num due to stinging neddles, but it was totally worth it.
this blog is all over the place because that is usually what my mind it doing. i am going to have to figure out what to do. it is wierd liking a guy and not caring what steve does anymore. i was realizing how i just don't think about him anymore. he doesn't cross my mind anymore. it is actually really nice, and in other ways completely confusing because it means that i am starting to be happy with myself and not care anymore. which i know is good but it is still a bit wierd.
too bad the guy lives in albany. i seem to be attracted to guys that don't live close. haha it is either because the guys at my school are stupid or i just am attracted to those corny small town boys. lol. well i am going to go try and get some sleep before church tomorrow. night all who might read this.

monica