well we ended up getting back together and let me just say that i was thrilled beyond belief. i mean i have liked him forever and you know i thought this meant that everything was perfect and things were now going to go great. you know everyone hits bumps in the road and all of that kind of stuff so i just thought that was what it was. i have enough trust him to believe that he does truly care.
but if i trust him so much then how come i hold so much doubt. i know tyler i mean i think i do. he wouldn't just go back out with me because he would do it because he actually cared....wouldn't he? i mean since we talked saturday night he has barely said anything to me does that mean i was wrong and i didn't know him as well as i thought and
that i should have listened to what everyone else was saying. or does it mean that since it was finals week and i should give him the benifit of the doubt. i guess i am waiting it out hoping that finals is all. i mean i did tell him i didn't expect to hear from him everyday and to see him every weekend but do i not get anything. nothing at all. i guess tat is what i agreed to so i should just live with it. i guess we will see how the next week turns out. summer starts and we are off to camp. cross my fingers and hope is all i can do now.
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Try not to get so stressed out about everything...most likely your relationship will not last forever...highschool is a time when you get to know what kind of things that you need to know for probably one of the greatest experiences in life...MARRIAGE but that's not probably going to be for a long time...so take it slow one step at a time...ur ok hun...you learn how to communicate with people...i know it can be frustrating but that's how you grow.
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