first of all i am really sorry that i haven't updated in a long time. there has just been a lot going on. this summer has been really hard for me but in a good way. it has been pretty amazing. who knew that when everything goes wrong you can find good in it. God is so amazing. somehow he made everything okay for me. i have had some great friends this summer that have been amazing for me. they have been there for me when i really need them and of course my brother. he always a phone call away, no matter what he is there.
it has been a rough couple of months. the guy i thought was the love of my life broke my heart...into many many pieces. i am surprised i didn't get dehydrated because i cried so much. who knew one person could have so many tears. but surprisingly now i am somewhat happy. between my tyler and my dad and everything else that has gone wrong this summer i have learned that there is always some good. one of my friends from albany has pretty much texted me everyday and we have gotten together several times to hang out and watch movies and i have to say i love him for that. and then there are my church friends, they have been great and i owe them so much. if it wasn't for them i think i would have crawled into a pretty dark place.
but as for guys i have decided they make better friends then boyfriends at this age because most of them tend to be way to imature to have a relationship. unless i find that one guy that i think truly cares and will make an effort and i am willing to do the same i am okay being single. it is almost nice. lol. but we will see how things go. because right now i need to focus a little more on fixing myself before i can try dealing with a relationship and doing all the the things that make it work.
but other then that, things are a lot better now. school is about to start.....YUCKY!!!!.....but atleast i will get to see all the crazy people i go to school with. i am kind of excited to see what my classes are like. hopefully they will be okay. i really don't want to get stuck in some horrible class with a bad teacher. cause i seem to have that luck. lol. but now i have updated and so now you can comment me. love ya all
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YAY!! you updated..finally!! anyway I'm glad you could find the good in a bad situation!! I love you MUCH!!! I hope you have a great first day at school tomorrow!! Thanx for teaching me how to play your clarinet!! IT WAS SOOOO MUCH FUN!!! lol love ya lots
Bri
of course any time. it was fun to see you learn it. you picked up on it pretty fast. love ya chica. you have a good first day too.
mo
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